Thank you everyone,
I think most of our arrangements are done now, we need to write some things down for the memorial and that will be tough.
Hopefully we are done with all the choices and decisions for a while.
I can only think of one or two more, but they are not immediate.
Now I need to decide whether to go back to work next week or be here for my family, I'll have to see how much that is needed and weigh it against getting back to work.
It might be easier for me to go to work and just focus on that for 8 hours a day but it might not be the best thing for my family.
We are still pretty raw but have gotten to the place where we have feelings of guilt if we spend any time not thinking about our son.
I always believed everyone who said losing a child is the hardest thing, now I understand why.
It's good to have a group of friends that I can lean on, thank you all.