I have been watching it too. I missed that mess by a very few years, being slightly too young. Over the years, I have bought some books... first person history is a hobby, and the horror of Vietnam is just overwhelming. Seeing it in footage like that helps bring it home. I have a hard time imagining how our soldiers must have felt, leaving that horror, and returning home to the treatment many recieved. It broke our country, as well as the veterans... Although I live in DC, I still have not been to the memorial. I feel that as a country, we still owe these men something, and I feel unworthy to stand where they do.